those days.

you know those days when one thing happens after another? that was yesterday for me. so many bad, sad, heart breaking things happened. and all in one day. I think we think when bad things happen, life will stop for us and let us catch our breath. wrong. I'm running on five hours of sleep because I had to wake up for work, I forgot my breakfast on the counter and didn't realize until I was down the street, and now I'm babysitting two little boys who have lots of energy. time doesn't stop, a forgetful mind doesn't just disappear, and little kids don't alter their moods because of things that happen in my life. I don't get to be in a bad mood toward my co workers, or not show up to my nannying job because time tired. life keeps on moving like any other day. sometimes I wish I had a pause button. but everybody has days like these, some better than mine, some worse than mine. but bad, days (weeks) non the less. and everybody gets through it. today I'm just trying to focus on the positive, the sun is shining, which means one day closer to spring (and one day closer to spring break!), and one day closer to happier days.